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18 years old and chicago livin’. I post pretty things. previously: justsurrenderandbelieve. i'm pretty inconsistant with my posting lately, but at the present time, there just seems like there are so much more important things to do.
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this is going to come out jumbled because 1. i am about to cry thinking about it and 2. it’s late but high school is done tomorrow so I feel like I need to write. I can’t believe how fast four years flew by. they said it would but no one believed them. I feel like last week I was walking into that building as a nervous, awkward, little freshman. and now I’m walking out as an independent, loving, and developed young woman. to say I’m going to miss these people is the understatement of the century. we only just begun and now we’re all going our separate ways and it sucks so bad. Allyse: you will forever be my best friend. you were the voice of reason in my life. you gave me perspective and helped me become the strong person I believe I now am. I love you with everything and I honestly have no idea what I will do without you by my side. I seriously can’t thank you enough for being there for me every step of the way. through the ups and the downs, you were there fighting with and for me. all the laughs and memories I have will never be replaced. like playing the ha-ha game in Wisconsin during prom weekend and nearly peeing my pants from laughing so hard. or walking into my freshman year homecoming with my best friends. the bonfires. slurpee runs. target shopping. getting caught by my parents. getting away with things. everything done has taught me a valuable lesson. I feel so so blessed to have these people in my life. Allyse Jack Jordan Alexa Mitali Abby Paige Roy Taylor Eric Nick Michael Justin Brad Blaine Johnny. you guys are seriously the best and I am going to miss our nights together so much. although it’s all ending tomorrow, it is the start of a new era. 98% bitter 2% sweet. I am so thankful for these wonderful past four years.